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Okay, this is really awkward. I don't know why do I have an intention to get active on Blogger again (especially since my old blog was deleted 2 years ago and I'm lowkey regret now lol), but yeah, hi to the people who ever bother to check me in. :D

I remember when I first created my old blog, I used to rant everything about my daily life and Kpop. I was like 16 (?) at that time. I always kept ranting about those stuffs. Good old days, girl lmao.

Now, I'm already reached 24 years old and still liking Kpop. I'm in a uni right now and currently doing my Final Year Project. I'm pretty fine (at least a little bit). TBH, uni life is more challenging than how I used to experience when I was in school before. The vibe is different. 

I used to like uni when I first became as a student before. You can wear whatever you want to go to the class, even if you're wearing a jeans. Your schedule wouldn't be the same like in school. That's the good thing for me. But after 2 or 3 years, I don't find the enjoyment of studying in uni anymore. IDK, maybe because of the vibe. :/

I also went throughout my good and hard times here in uni, and still to this day. At some point, I can't even sleep for the whole night. I always kept overthinking some bad things happen all day, which is not good for my mind.

I also had lost a few friends here due to the misunderstanding. As a result, we're lost contact to each other and I have a very small circle of friends for now. :') Not to mention that I was lowkey depressed with all the craps happened. I was literally cried. Freak my life.

I guess this blog would become the place where I confidently write about my feelings and thoughts because I'm not always kept expressing those things with people I know (not even with my parents though lol).

Since I'm in my final year, I do have a lot of time to rant everything here (mind you that I still have a really bad time management lmao). Nevertheless, I'll try my best to become more consistent. Oh well, hopefully?